Miss my mom, house is empty, heart is cold. I’m so ready to cease

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I see the light of the train.. the tunnel is to close to squeeze by.

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The year many forgot. It hurts to be forgotten.

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Nowhere to go. Nothing to do. Nobody who cares. Everyone has family or personal time. I guess I’m left alone.

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Abby is 15 now.. she doesn’t need me. Nobody needs me.

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The feeling I want to just die is back and growing in internal popularity. Maybe it’s the holidays, maybe it’s Cassie drifting away and being so alone. Just me and my mice. I hope some day I don’t wake up. I hope if I pull the trigger my finger doesn’t slip.

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I’m broke, missing payments and in between checks. Maybe it’s time to go.

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I’ve not posted much, Red has sealed me off after her mom’s passing and I respect that. I got sick of the bullies at work and found a new job paying more and WFH however the hours suck for now. I’m isolated and have 9 days till I start new gig and 13 days till […]

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So red was the reason to live nor red ignoring me is reason to slit my throat.

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I’ve given up. I’m out of money. I can’t force red to accept me. I miss my mom. Even if where I end up she isn’t the missing will never go away. What do I have to loose.

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