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Apr
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31
Mar
No medication can make me happy. No amount of money can make me happy. Nothing seems to be working. www.vice.com/en/article/m7amgx/china-death-steel-furnace-stock-market www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9422277/Lee-Macmillan-viral-star-vanlife-travel-account-takes-life.html These are one case that even asking for help and receiving it failed. The guy jumping into a furnace is brilliant. No way to fail.
2
Mar
Do you ever tell people things in passing over a long period of time like.. “Oh, I’d open up all my social media if I started really getting dark” and a year later and nobody notices? Covid has made the recluse part easy. Distancing from almost everyone. I’ve not seen Cassie in over a year, […]
1
Mar
“If I commit suicide, it will not be to destroy myself, but to put myself back together again. Suicide will be for me only one means of violently reconquering myself, of brutally invading my being, of anticipating the unpredictable approaches of God. By suicide, I reintroduce my design in nature, I shall for the first […]
28
Feb
Suicide only really frightens those who are never tempted by it and never will be, for its darkness only welcomes those who are predestined to it. Georges Bernanos
27
Feb
When I was writing some letters should something go south I came across an ironic explanation to why I’m still here. – Suicide is a form of murder – premeditated murder. It isn’t something you do the first time you think of doing it. It takes getting used to. And you need the means, the […]
19
Feb
Worlds spinning fast. Desperately searching for an exit.
3
Feb
I’m not sure whats next. I’ve lost all hope on returning to normal.
1
Feb
“Aren’t you afraid of dying? Not really. I’ve watched lots of good-for-nothing, worthless people die, and if people like that can do it, then I should be able to handle it.” -Haruki Murakami
29
Jan
I don’t know why but I want to give up today.
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