Do unicorns ever trot off and be caught in someone else’s net every get freed?

So while I was being attended to by doctors and going thru hell. My employer has decided I’m not worth paying sick leave. Guess thats a checkmark on the reasons to die list.

After being sick between medications and not being able to work because feeling of utter shit.
I’m making the choice to start moving important things to 1 location so when and if it comes time to get my prized possessions they will be easy to haul off.
Not a threat just an opinion.

Can someone direct me to an exit of this simulation? My last GF is married. There really wasn’t once before her. My best friends are married with kids and the peach is happy and I with them the best.
Studying the most successful methods of going away forever. Already distancing myself from those that may be hurt. While I have no plan maybe after some research I will.

I’m pretty much at the sport where it’s been months since I’ve gotten a hug weeks since I’ve eaten with someone and honestly I’m sick of it. I’ve tried to get out, I’ve tried to be better, I’ve tried. However all I do is fail. Earlier this spring I thought of suicide but the topic left more questions than answers. I’m at a point where I’m alone, scared, afraid of losing my job which would leave me nothing. With my air conditioning broke and temps in the 90’s inside my house. I keep looking for the light of the tunnel but someone put bricks over it. Even if I wanted out I have no way out.

Hearing cracks behind me with every step. The bridges are to cold to burn but the cold has made them brittle. Trying to find an escape.

Hi

Yes it will be a grace if I die. To exist is pain. Life is no desire of mine anymore. No more seat belts, looking both ways, speed limits, rules. Fuck this world.

Maybe my gift to my mom will crashing on her couch wherever I find her. May be early for my appointment.

I was able to make 1 of 3 apologies I owe people and this was the one weighting me for over a year. The other 2 I could care less about. Shopping around for discount pre-pay cremation services and trying to get the important stuff in the house marked should someone other than myself need to point it out. #### STOP #### don’t call COPES I don’t have a plan nor will I reveal one if it existed and COPES harass so much death is the only way to stop the visits and calls.
The friend I trust the most in the world has the instructions should I die involuntary or at my own hand. They are aware who and when to notify.
I’m not calling it quits, in fact I’m trying to scrape up some $ for a new device that would significantly increase my overall happiness and the cost of 2K is high but so is pre-paid cremation.
If you want to give me 2K email me. Otherwise I sit when my fully vaccinated self in my bed with tears causing typos on the screen.
Be safe kids.