No medication can make me happy. No amount of money can make me happy. Nothing seems to be working. www.vice.com/en/article/m7amgx/china-death-steel-furnace-stock-market www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9422277/Lee-Macmillan-viral-star-vanlife-travel-account-takes-life.html These are one case that even asking for help and receiving it failed. The guy jumping into a furnace is brilliant. No way to fail.

Continue reading...

Do you ever tell people things in passing over a long period of time like.. “Oh, I’d open up all my social media if I started really getting dark” and a year later and nobody notices? Covid has made the recluse part easy. Distancing from almost everyone. I’ve not seen Cassie in over a year, […]

Continue reading...

“If I commit suicide, it will not be to destroy myself, but to put myself back together again. Suicide will be for me only one means of violently reconquering myself, of brutally invading my being, of anticipating the unpredictable approaches of God. By suicide, I reintroduce my design in nature, I shall for the first […]

Continue reading...