Ahhhh September

Yesterday would have been 12 years with #1. This time 12 years ago we were in Disney World on our honeymoon. Well that’s the highlight of our marriage. Today was a holiday and I had to work so I did some cleaning up my work area and odd jobs not directly tied to the show. Weekend well that classified. Lots of things coming up and I’m taking a few days off in part I want to goto church Wednesday night and sleep in Thursday and get my hair trimmed. Friday has some interesting options and I can disclose those.

Some people have asked about AJ and I thought I addressed this previously but here we go. AJ is a talented and hyper focused young lady. I believe that she put herself in my life for a reason but currently a relationship isn’t that reason. AJ has lots on her plate and I wish I could give examples but no one needs their issues aired to the world. I can say over the last few weeks of our relationship things got toxic and her plate got full fast. I have a natural wall that I try to protect myself and the toxicity levels were effectively hurting my work and own live. I did something I’ve only done once but this is the first time I’ve layer it all out. I told her I couldn’t handle this “relationship”.  AJ wasn’t happy and threw out a ton of options and ideas and left by saying I had a week.

So life sucks because I have a hole I opened now empty and if she gets her ducks in a row and timing and life comes together I would be more than willing to see what else is on that road. But right now there’s road closed signs.

I did contact her to see how things were going and she examined she was taking another semester off to work full time and do dancing at night which effectively killed my offer I was going to present. I pray for her and she gets her plate empty so she can play a round of disk golf.

There is only “1” person I have the slightest bit of interest in and she is a unicorn.

Cookout this Friday night I think we’re roasting 3 hogs. I think I’m going to start taking more days off now not in relationships so I don’t have to worry about booking around school.

Off to bed