Easter is canceled

I feel like I need to to have swapped places with this bunny. My foot hurts so bad the biggest and baddest pain meds I have are only making me high not pain free. I’m still staying away from Facebook as I’m sad to have not heard back from Cassie about church and I kinnda wanted to see her and J today. My fallback plan was a movie but my gout is moving thru my foot and walking is getting to be a challenge. I’m not sleeping well which means dose has changed at least not a placebo. Somehow my music went from thrash metal to classical on its own at 1am. Must have been my 9th sense that kicked in to stop forward motion on me throwing the phone. I’m really hating life right now. My best friend doesn’t want me, work doesn’t want me and hell as far as I can tell nor does God.